#maybe even dare i say
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every now and then i forget how bad my chronic illnesses are and every now and then my body is like 'hmmm you seem to have forgotten what it's like to be cripplingly bedridden and disabled and we don't want you to forget' and then i'm reminded and it feels a little like being yeeted into a granite cliff wall at full speed and leaving a dent
#mother i am in pain#you know when you're#in the depths of pneumonia#it's like that but without having pneumonia#i think the reason long covid and PSVs scare people with chronic illnesses so much is that#we already have the symptoms#we don't want to find out how much further down the rabbit hole we can go#personal#maybe even dare i say#delete later#anyway i woke up not good and i am still not good#i should not be working today dsalkfjas#idk how relatable 'depths of pneumonia' is#'you know when you cough of blood and pus for two weeks'#like idk how universal that is#/makes sad goat noises
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“I can fix her “
“I can make him worse”
Before it all went up in flames
Wukong and the bad bitch he pulled while being autistic…
#he likes giant women….#fanart#lmk#wukong#spider queen#Monkie kid#venompeach#wukong x spider queen#I gave up on the line art and wukong’s pose is a little off#spider queen look bad a hell though 💅🏽✨#a win is a win….#he’ll climb her like a tree….#and latch on like a koala#sun wukong#monkey king#lego monkie kid#my art#tmarie art#hehehe#I love them#exes before they were exes#maybe even….dare I say….exes with benefits 👀
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#kagerou project#kagepro#haruka kokonose#konoha#my art#critai mine#this drawing gave me so much grief i cant look @ it anymor#mayb not that obvious but it's based off konoha's state of the world :-) !!!!#i cant dare say this is for a countdown even tho that was og the plan bc wow i barely managed to finish this today and i still hav 2 do the#rest of the dan.............ha#blood
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So today I gave Palworld a chance-
So far it's actually really cute and fun to play without the fly in my ear telling me it's a Pokemon copy
I mean
This is fantastic, my baby looks so unbothered
(Side note i do help them with cooking and building tasks bc i dont want them feeling like they're doing all the work 💔💔💔)
#controversial take but i bet pals and their pokemon lookalikes would be besties#maybe even hold hands dare i say#anyways glad i gave this a chance!#clanspeaks#palworld
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There's something about like. A certain genre of posts / Online Opinions about insecurity/depression/misery/complaints that are so unhelpful that they wrap right around to being straight up hilarious. and it's the ones that are more or less written to the tone of "Feeling bad? That's gross!" Like, just so you know, don't voice your insecurities/ have low self esteem, because that's offputting! You're gross and weird. Don't be insecure about that, though. That would be stupid if you felt insecure about people disliking you for being insecure. Not attractive. You should be thinking about being as attractive as possible. You shouldn't make comments about suicide, even if you're suicidal! Keep those thoughts entirely to yourself. Make sure nobody around you knows you're thinking about this. It would Make Them Uncomfortable. It's better to keep these thoughts in your head where they can fester. Don't post OR talk to friends with complaints about you feeling miserable or depressed. Tbh people who are sad/upset a lot? Kinda a red flag! You are probably miserable because you're a bad person and you've brought this on yourself. If you don't have friends, it's because you're awful to be around. Easy! Solved the problem for you. And no, there is no nuance to this, got it? So, make sure to feel bad about feeling bad, but don't feel bad about it, because, well, that's just gross. And annoying! You might've wanted your brain rotted thoughts to be Peer Reviewed, you might have just needed to vent- you might've been hoping for some comfort, to get things off your chest. Well, don't! Don't talk about thoughts or feelings that are negative with your friends, you'd be burdening them and that's only meant for THERAPY. #SponsoredbyBetterHelp #MentalHealth like, DAMN. that's so helpful. you're so good at helping. I um really liked the part where these are all hard and fast rules that encourage keeping feelings bottled up and keeping your friends at arm's length. That's really funny of you.
#I FEEL LIKE COMPLAINING RN in the context of this alternate universe these posts live in. that makes me evil rn. I may not even keep#the post up. but I Needed to complain about these bc I hate seeing them#really funny and good because it very much feeds into that part of the brain where you go wait am I stupid? am I horrible? am I annoying?#before you express any kind of personal feelings. from feeling insecure alll the way down the spectrum to feeling like your life is over#before anyone How Dare You Say We Piss On The Poor-s at me YES there is a nuanced version of this#which is. you can make someone feel like shit (A Fellow Sufferer Of The Mental Eelnesses) by using them as your dumping ground#in excess and usually with no regard for how they feel and without Regular conversations inbetween#and in a one-sided way where they can't do the same and complain with you as a sounding board in return#don't tell new friends you hardly know abt THE MOST personal shit you can possibly think of. there are steps being skipped here#right? we know this. we all know it. setting a boundary is a thing. overwhelming a person is a thing#on the other hand there is such a thing as a friend who IS okay to listen and wants to help. and friends who relate.#maybe talking abt personal stuff makes ppl feel closer sometimes. just a thought! maybe not everything is Emotional Labor. maybe just maybe#but like come on. these are almost intentionally unhelpful posts#long post
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♡ cw: blood | blood as lube | biting | rough sex | cannibalism if you squint :)
♡ a/n: you know i’m coming out of my unofficial hiatus when i start talking about blood and cannibalistic urges 🙂↕️
ik i’ve said it before but idc tbe thought of using blood as lube drives me absolutely insane
not gonna go too much into detail bc i’m using the concept towards a piece i’m working on but the thought of being so lost in pleasure that the longer they’re buried inside of the other, the more animalistic it turns. soft touches turning into bruising grips, feathery kisses into desperate biting until one can’t help but dig their teeth deeper into the other until the flesh gives
breathing heavily against their skin and arms tightening around each other until blood fills their mouth. dark pupils burning holes into the other as they watch it drip from their mouth down between your bodies, easing their pace as they continue to plunge their cock forward
#if you see me reuse this in a future fic… no you didn’t#idk how to tag this#i’m obviously thinking about sukuna#or maybe kiribaku in a fantasy setting like dragon king x dragon shifter x reader type#dare i say maybe even sylus#but ill leave it open#kiribaku x reader#sukuna x reader#sylus x reader#kai.rambles
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#you know if every house you move into is riddled w ghosts maybe its not the paranormal but the person u r living w...#or maybe the ghosts r trying to warn u abt smth😭#one braincell one braincell one braincell#literally so in sync!!!4!4#Ks hand is getting closer and closer to T on the back of that couch...#yes u should hang out some more. go ahead pls.#(atp not even just words. they say the same sentences at the same time. its happening. they r merging into one.)#compliments!#THE INTIMACY OF KNOWING EACH OTHERS FAMILIES#FOR GODS SAKE. I CANT TAKE IT😭😭😭#cute that we have finally arrived to them admitting that they r besties. we may be actually getting somewhere.#(give them another 10 years and maybe they will manage to actually hang out? dare i dream!)#fucking love this dress on T!!!#they keep finding new and exciting ways to grab and hold eachother🧐#“a three body problem is that im in a committed relationship-” hmmmmmm#K asking T abt videogames! so cutesy!#well at the end T did manage to fuck Ks wig off (just an ep later)#also her hand placement! hello!?#trixie & katya#trixie mattel#katya zamo#iltw#trixya
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Listen Jon Matteson’s first note on the line “I’m not a loser” in the titular song of Nerdy Prudes Must Die was worth the price of the digital ticket and was worth it again that shit’s staying with me.
If you haven’t seen the show on YouTube PLEASE do yourself a favor and let the note enter your mind and stay there. It’s haunted me since!
#nerdy prudes must die#team starkid#jon matteson#richie lipschitz#I can’t even finish the show tonight I’m too overwhelmed by my musical theater thoughts#maybe I should throw it all away and go into theater because god DAMN#just IIIIII’M NOT A LOSER!!!!#also Jon Matteson your begging for your life was…dare I say…kinda hot#in how hard it had me by the throat#als though#WHO WILL PRAY FOR ME? WHEN I’M GONE
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Mallelili sketches and such ranging from uh... 3/15/2023 to 6/12/2023
#mallelili#Like hell im tagging the main fandom#I will use this as bait to see if I can find my people here#aaaaand maybe to see if I get canceled#lol#I didn't THINK this pairing would be problematic but well#I can see why now#even though I truly think their relationship is way more complicated and dare I say TWISTED than simply parent and child
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isn’t it so weird that cats- the show where you have to interpret certain aspects to create your understanding of the world, its characters, and relationships
has a fandom subgenre that just loves shitting on “wrong” interpretations because they don’t agree with it or like it.
#When I say this I don’t mean offensive or bad faith take interpretations#I just mean things that are left intentionally vague or unanswered so the audience can think of it as they please#And oh no you dared to pick the one the majority isn’t in agreement with so now your dumb or have no understanding of the source material#Even if that aspect isn’t even a consistent thing and is meant to be interpreted#I had this same thought for so long now let me air my grievances ty#And ofc you don’t have to like every interpretation but maybe lets not make fun of eachother nobody has a perfect interpretation
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#p4#p4g#persona 4#persona 4 golden#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#big bro yosuke.....#ok but like. the way in which so much of yosuke has rubbed off on teddie#i've said this before and I'll say it again but teddie especially really is a reflection of all the best and worst parts of yosuke#(perhaps even taken to the furthest possible extreme)#but teddie is also sincere and genuine and caring towards yu and nanako in the way that yosuke is#he's also lonely and needy and clingy in the way that yosuke is except yosuke tends to repress those feelings about himself#and that reflection is SO important to me because it really shows how teddie looks up to yosuke and towards yosuke for cues on how to behav#i mean should teddie? maybe not always but it's. it's the way in which he amplifies and reveals the depth of yosuke's private thoughts#teddie can afford to be unrestrained and careless in the way that yosuke cannot/doesn't dare to be#and yeah i honestly just. POINTING AGGRESSIVELY AT THEM#he's good with his queue
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The New Titans #55 (1989)
Batman (2010-) #641
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Red Hood and the Outlaws (2016-) #6
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Batman and Red Hood (2011-) #20
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Batman (2016-) #138
They sure do bAT&Tman. They sure as hell do.
Yet Jason never thought this way about you.
#Don’t you dare kill them with a simple headshot Jason! I have to keep them alive so I can torment them until they wished they were dead#they’ll never use their hands again. this is the superior way#and you should follow in my footsteps as any self-respecting non-criminal vigilante would in order to keep your conscience squeaky clean#also how dare you not be more understanding of the fact that I completely betrayed your trust#and threw your unhealable trauma in your face and shamelessly admitted to it#after I slit your throat in front of the murderer responsible for that same trauma while he laughed in your face a few years back#god you are a terrible son u are so selfish everything I ever said about you while u were dead was true ur being such a burden rn#also I just love how in batman 640 Bruce was going around interrogating Ollie and Clark (ppl who died + came back)#to find a *~rational~* explanation for how Jason was even here#instead of yk. just being glad your child is alive#and when Damian died he does all this shit to Jason to figure *how to* bring Dami back#after he burned his artwork the same way he emptied out Jason’s room#god you flaming turd of a father never change#the fact that lobdell boiled down Jason’s reasoning to ‘he’s the bad guy and you’re the good guy Jason’#already shows we’re starting off on the wrong foot but#Jason coming back to Bruce in every new comic and saying the same ‘I tried it your way. or sucks’ thing is so silly because#it*#he already learned that decades ago#all the way back in batman 424 lol#you’re just. making him. look like an idiot. but yk what maybe that’s still better than the self-deprecating diversion bs#that’s actually convincing more people ‘yay Jason want redemption this is revolutionary & has definitely never been done a billion times b4#and is a step in the *right* direction’#my post
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Could really use some infinite free money rn who can relate
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i love noticing tiny anachronistic details when reading fics for media set in like early 2000s/2010s. he would not fucking be able to order oat milk in his coffee.
#or even like. dare i say. reading the sunshine court lol#like maybe california is just ahead of the times but#i felt like a lot of the terms characters were casually using w gender and sexuality were simply were not part of mainstream convo then#also the social media stuff but#this post isnt about tsc it was mainly prompted by seeing oat milk in a fic and having alarm bells go off
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"Durge came back different", "Durge didn't really come back", "the person who Durge originally was is dead" are all good takes, but what if.
If Durge came back exactly as they were? The brain damage, additional trauma and memory loss are the big altering factors, but underneath that it's still them.
They didn't change drastically, their former self is not dead.
How about one single fragile mortal soul still keeping a hold on itself, how about Durge who was never allowed anything for themselves still retaining them.
How about Durge who has lost everything: power, memories, purpose, sense of self, still being themselves, despite it all.
How about not even Orin's daggers, tadpole and Bhaal combined being able to rob them of their core? How about all of that just revealed who Durge has always been underneath all those expectations Father dearest put on them?
How about: "After all this time, it's still you."
#the dark urge#durge#dark urge#listen all these dead past selfs and loose of identity is fine and all#but i personally can't stand it because give me “me” back#give me who I am#i don't want redemption fuck your clean slate#give me the only thing I could ever dare claim as my own. return myself to me#@withers maybe SOME losers would lose their mind seeing the attocities Durge has commited. Levi is better tho. give him all of his memories#and give them NOW#levi is not a different person#not even june is a different person#it's still them how they have always been at their core#it's not regression it's not stagnation it's growing and changing#but staying yourself#levi SO recovers all of his memories#fuck what some old dude with bad hiring skills says his memories aren't lost. nothing ever truly is#june accidentially gets curses with having his memories back#maybe don't piss off powerful entities bby#levi be like: i respect all loss of identity. but I PERSONALLY hate to lose. give me myself back
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Netflixvania fans will hate Mariacard because one's 16 and the other's an adult after shipping and continuing to ship Trephacard, which has a teenager shipped with two adults
EDIT: Okay I know this isn't obvious but it needs to be said, Netflix Maria uses the design of 12 year old Maria, but she's actually 16. SOTN Maria is 17, which makes her a year older than Netflix Maria. If there was a 5 year time skip in the show, that would make Maria 21.
#castlevania#castlevania netflix#castlevania games#Maria Renard#Alucard#Adrien Fahrenheit Tepes#trevor belmont#sypha belnades#like seriously#even if Lisa and Drac got busy immediately he's be like 18 at most and thats after sleeping for a year#and in the games as soon as the four beat his dad up (friendly reminder that Grant exists) he goes to sleep until symphony of the night#SYPHA CALLS HIM A TEENAGER IN AN ADULTS BODY#I'm basically feeling there's a double standard in the fanbase here#it's hot when it's a guy but its gross when its a gal#or maybe it's just an excuse to bash fans of the game#“how DARE they pair these two together” they say about what has been the most popular castlevania pairing for the past 26 years#god I don't even give a shit about shipping stuff#I'm just sick of Netflixvania fans gate keeping the series#Castlevania is almost 40 years old for crying out loud#you're the new kids#there are people in their 40's and 50's that played these games as a child#I'm so tired man#I hate those bastards that cried “WOKE?!?!” that poisoned the well for the rest of us#I just want to watch an adaptation of Castlevania#why is that too much to ask#rant over#I'm going to bed
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